life...

just threw me another curve...an old bff from like 1st grade got in contact w/ me...this was b4 i went to pre 1st so its kind of weird...i havent gotten the courage up to tell her that im still in high school...she moved b4 it all happened so she has no idea..she thinks im in college n shes tellin me about all the old ppl i used to hang out with...its just weird idk why but it is...i never thought id have to deal wit my past..esp that part of it...but its a good thing she got back in contact wit me...we had some good times when we were little...at least wat i can remember of it n its not much...it turns out shes up in bensalem a lot bc of her bf n her bf is another old classmate of mine...so yeah...n she goes to bucks n is thinkin of transferin to holy family...but at least i get to get to no her again...but again its weird...i never thought id have to tell them that i got held back in a way...i just thought id mever have to face it n deal wit it...im fine tellin others now in the grade that im in that i had to go to pre 1st but its harder to tell her....i feel stupid bc im still in high school...but if i never went to pre 1st i would never have met the ppl i have in my life today...